HAPPY 4th birthday DAENA!! - damn cute kid!

hope. finally, i see a sign of hope. lots of progress was done today. well, we'll talk about that later. woke up early today, i fought with mom early morning, which i don't wanna go in details. met junkai then went with him to bunk. we reach there at about 11:30. we were supposed to meet regina at 12 there. but instead she came at 1pm. idiot. there, i talked to vanida and settled things out peacefully. surprisingly it went quick and done with. nic, kc, mark, jk, GSM and i went to eat first then played lan. we played for like 3 hours. after, we felt dizzy like crazy. we went to the cathay and plaza singapura to 'jalan-jalan'. then, me and GSM saw mdm lee, principal eating with a bald guy in this shop that's like delifrance. LOL. we were like, 'mdm lee!' then we ran away. hahahahaha. well i guess me and sunrise is back to normal. i'm really glad.

well, what is hope. hope is actually a feeling that people feel when they desire for something or is willing something that they truly want to happen. hopes don't usually happen unless u do something about it. hopes are fulfilled 70% of the time when u do something about it. well i did, and it worked out for me. i hoped to solve her problems and i did something, which was talk it out and it worked. my hope was fulfilled due to the something i did. today, i learned something. i realised that what dar said to me was totally true. she said you feel 70% happier when u solve a problem. well, this is totally true. i feel 70% happier now. i'm on the road to recovery. hopefully, obstacles coming wouldn't be so hurting. hehehe. and i'm freaking missing you. blah blah blah. LOL. ;D

PHRASE OF THE DAY:Solving problems makes u 70% happier ;D

REPLIES!

QIAN WEN: lol. hahaha u are not the real qianwen lol. its either, junkai or kc or nicol LOL!

dawn <33: dar! lol. hello! hopefully things will clear out ;D

aznita: obviously! hahah all thanks to HAZIQ and of course you. ;D, and of course zainal that botak LOL! ;D


well, let me treat u to another song about hope ;D ENJOY!

"Vindicated"

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption..