stars shine,
through the black of night,
thinking of you,
makes it all bright,
brighter than anything,
the moon,
the stars,
and even the sun,
you ask why,
and i say,
cause to me,
you ARE light.

Copyrighted!©©© it's all written by me. Like the rest (;

dawny dawny dawny!
hahahaha,
i will fulfill that promise,
i oathed to you tonight.
anyways, today BB barbeque was fun,
played a lot of basketball,
talked a lot to junkai abt his special blah blah.
then,
there was this girl,
an american i presume,
an ang-moh,
she came up to me,
and said,
'hey! i like your hair' and smiled,
running away,
kept looking back,
winking.
WOW?!
unbelievable?
ask james of KSS sec 3!
LOL witness, ask junkai also!
LOL,
i think she is like 17? or 16?
but nahhh,
no one can replace dawny (;

prelim exams we're alrighty so far,
nevertheless,
there is still pressure to do well,
eventhough it's holidays.

no matter how far i am from you,
i'm always with you,
how?
in spirit,
in thought,
and in heart.

sorry,
that we are not always together,
like your best friend and hers,
there are things between us,
only we know,
can't be stopped,
school differs,
estate differs,
time differs.
Can't do anything,
sorry.

days pass by,
our day is coming,
pressure grows,
i'm going nuts,
thinking of how,
i can enlighten you,
thinking of how,
i can make u smile,
make u happy,
let you know i love you,
like that perfect date we had,
i'm still in deep thoughts.
i'm going nuts lol.

happy birthday nicol chen jianhe,
lol i used yahoo.com.sg's time okie!
so i was the first,
confirm! hahaha!
happy teacher's day tomorrow..

i look at you,
and you look at me,
with those glittery eyes,
we proclaim our love for each,
just like two lovebirds,
sitting on the branch of a tree,
hoping for forever (:

i just loveee silly mondays!!

green isn't mean,
that is what i mean,
cause i love green,
just like a jellybean!

what's a jellybean,
you ask,
i say,
it can be made into cream,
what cream?
haircream!
what's that suppose to mean?

lol! i just found this lame and cute, courtesy by my poetic brain? awesome huh!

i like to fly,
wanna try?
give it a try,
and you might fly,
if you fall,
just don't cry!

LAMENESS!

isn't that hilarious,
nah it's not,
it's just spontaneous,
which is?
the sheeps jumping over that house!
which house?
the one with the mouse?
nope!
the one that u aroused!

lol what's that suppose to mean? LOL! lameness for everyone!
p.s, maybe i should be a poet next time LOL!

look at you,
smiling oh so happily,
look at me,
looking at you frantically,
forever together,
we will remain,
together forver,
in our domain,
cause you love me,
and i love you,
dawn teo! (:

there must be light in this world finally,
today i've seen it,
oh so bright,
filled with happiness,
filled with joy,
filled with hope,
love and care.
waterfalls,
they fall with loud noises,
but oh so gracefully,
like tears,
i've cried,
miserably they accidentally fall,
from my flawed eyes,
unintentionally,
but with certain meaning,
meanings that can never be deciphered,
meanings that only me can understand,
only i can interpret.

all i'm trying to say,
is that i'm really thankfull,
for you leading me out to the light a bit today,
for being there for me,
for talking to me,
for showing what love can do,
for changing yourself,
for tolerating me,
for cheering me up,
for bringing me up,
for oh so understanding me now,
for correcting my mindset,
and most of all,
for loving me.
i'm oh so recovering so fast now,
so continueously,
so constanly,
so happily.
Thank you.
my brother's fine now,
thanks to all the prayers.
i can't deny,
i shall not deny,
i will never lie,
i love you;
Dawn Teo (:

dawn teo, i love you (:

how would u feel, if this scenario happened to you?

your brother has been sick for a whole week now.
he looks pale, so pitiful,
that you just would be happier that his sickness was passed to you.
then,
on that stupid day,
you were asked to take care of him,
being so engrossed to the movie you are watching at home,
you received a call which you answer,
it's mother,
she asks you to feed him his medicine,
there were 3 bottles on the table,
pink, black and brown,
she asks you to feed him the brown one,
you feed the brown one,
but actually,
the brown one is the black one,
she was actually talking about the colour of the content of the medicine,
so you realised you fed the wrong one,
and fed him the actual one,
an hour later,
she asks you to feed the pink one,
stupidly,
you feed the pink one.
when she comes home,
your brother tells her,
that you fed all three,
she scolds you and does not talk to you cause of your stupidity and mistake,
at night,
you brother gets severe stomach aches and vomits frequently,
he was brought to NUH in the middle of the night,
but returns to know he is alright,
your parents now does not talk to you,
they ignore you,
when they look at you,
you think they wanna kill you,
then,
that day,
a rainy day,
your father asks you to go to NTUC to buy stuff,
saving money for your girlfriend,
you didnt take the bus,
and ran there instead,
knowing the stuff you are buying,
you didnt bring along umbrella.

I was in this situation today. now you know how i feel.
i hope you start understanding.
i'm sensitive when i'm sad, you know that,
still, you give me sarcasm,
worst still,
your mother confiscates your phone,
and you blame me,
that just sucks.
fine,
it's my fault.
btw, SHE IS NOTHING.
i sacrificed it for you,
yet you are angry.
and right now,
i can't even talk or sms you,
because of ME?
how worst can it be?
or i just plain suck.
i'm not good enough for you is it?
i'm lousy, and useless.
just leave me be.
enjoy.
by the way,
i love you.

some phrases and sentences that keeps flashing through my mind,

You were just a dream that i once knew
I never thought i would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all i need to be forevermore
Our love will stay together
You are all i need to be with forevermore.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.

i just kept listening to this.

"Dilemma"

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block
from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need
to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but
that’s okay
‘Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my
position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mami hittin’
And in no time I better make this friend mine and
that’s for sure
‘Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy
home
But there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t
leave her ‘lone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin’ trippin’ , and hate up
all the girls
And there’s no way Nelly go for it
Ain’t f***in’ with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole
demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in
his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya,
don’t you forget it
But it ain’t that easy for you to back up and leave
him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, "You don’t know what you mean to me," come
on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Sing it for me, K

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it’s more than you’ll ever know
Boy, it’s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(‘Cause you don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you’re shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin’ right

East coast, you’re still shakin’ right
Down south, I know you’re bouncin’ right
West coast, I know you’re walkin’ right
(You don’t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you’re still swingin’ right

baby,
if you have no time,
all i can do is understand,
i can't possibly tell you to do things,
cause i'm not a control-freak,
freedom is by your side,
right now,
i'm in a kind of dilemma,
cause i don't know what to do,
i feel pretty useless,
but one things' for sure,
nothing have changed,
not even my feelings for you,
mahal kita, dawn teo. (:

lol, lord of the rings now at my house with friends. (:

NO TIME TO BLOG! sorry! anyways,



lol. nonsense. i'm just owning this game (:

one phrase, forever's not enough.


"Forever's Not Enough"

If I would have to live my life again
I'd stay in love with you the way I've been
Your love is something no one ever can replace
I can't imagine life with someone else
I promise, I will share my life with you
Forever may not be enough it's true
My heart is filled with so much love
I feel for you
No words can say how much I love you so

CHORUS:
And if forever's not enough for me to love you I'd spent another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough to love you so

They say tomorrow seems so far away,
And now we see that everything can change
My love for you gets stronger as tomorrow comes
I know this love will stand
In the test of time

And if forever's not enough for me to love you I'd spent another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough to love you so

Coda:
For you, there's nothing I can't do
And never will I ever go
Forever's not enough to love you so
But if forever is one day
I promise you I'll stay to show you
That my love for you will never end...

And if forever's not enough for me to love you I'd spent another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough to love you so

And if forever's not enough for me to love you I'd spent another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough to love you so..

LaLaLaLa.
everything is going fine now.
so stressing! especially maths!
some one teach me!!
LOL. anyways,
studies are pure stress right now, especially 10more days to prelim 2.
SO PRESSURISING!
hoho, today's a good day.
many many many compliments!
hehehehe. humble humble humble.
i was kinda sad cause i can't sms you,
firstly, my battery was dead,
secondly, u have no more free sms!
thirdly, well actually theres no third. hehehe.

anyways, i miss EVAN! rah! hehehehe, i wanna see him soon!
but, i miss u even more dawn jieying (:
yesterday was TEST, yet again, we passed (:

for everyone's info. i got C6Merit for my malay o'lvls which i am contented with. i shall not retake. so yeah, as im not using mtl for my L1R4. yeah, i'm having a super migraine now. i shant blog, and blog another day. cheer up aznita.


a poem,
which starts this way,
or shall i say,
it ends this way.
if a picture shows a thousand words,
and men fights with his sword,
there'll be no end in this world.
time time time,
was never mine,
it was yours all along,
please share it with me,
even if this poem,
is out of rhyme.

i dunno what i'm saying so yeah. it has deep meanings to it. uhave to interpret. anyways, its all by me. ;P

a poem i thought, while walking home, looking at the stars.

as the your days' coming to an end,
i'm going to spend it with you,
not by presence,
but with heart.
i hope this special day,
all your wishes and hopes comes true,
cause dawn teo,
i love you.


another 58minutes to your days' end. ;((

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN!!! I RESEARCHED FOR YOU!


Afrikaans - Veels geluk met jou verjaarsdag!
Arabic - Eid milaad saeed! or Kul sana wa inta
Bengali (Bangladesh/India)- Shuvo Jonmodin!
Bulgarian - Chestit Rojden Den!
Cambodian - Som owie nek mein aryouk yrinyu!
Chinese - Cantonese Sun Yat Fai Lok!
Chinese - Fuzhou San Ni Kuai Lo!
ChinesE - Hakka Sang Ngit Fai Lok!
Chinese - Mandarin qu ni sheng er kuai le
Chinese - Shanghaiese San ruit kua lok!
Chinese - Tiociu Se Jit khuai lak!
Danish - Tillykke med fodselsdagen!
Dutch - Hartelijk gefeliciteerd! or Van harte gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag!
English - Happy Birthday!
Finnish - Hyvaa syntymapaivaa!
German - Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!
Italian - Buon Compleanno!
Kannada (India)- Huttida Habba Subashayagalu!
Kapangpangan (Philippines) - Mayap a Kebaitan
Kashmiri (India) - Voharvod Mubarak Chuy!
Kazakh (Kazakstan) - Tughan kuninmen!
Klingon - Quchjaj qoSlIj!
Korean - Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!
Kurdish - Rojbun a te piroz be!
Kyrgyz - Tulgan kunum menen!
Latin - Fortuna dies natalis!
Latvian - Daudz laimes dzimsanas diena!
Lithuanian - Sveikinu su gimtadieniu! or Geriausi linkejimaigimtadienio progal
Luganda - Nkwagaliza amazalibwa go amalungi!
Luxembourgeois - Vill Gleck fir daei Geburtsdaag!
Macedonian - Sreken roden den!
Malayalam (India) - Pirannal Aasamsakal! or Janmadinasamsakal!
Malaysian - Selamat Hari Jadi!
Maltese - Nifrahlek ghal gheluq sninek!
Maori - Kia huritau ki a koe!
Marathi (India) - Wadhdiwasachya Shubhechha!
Mauritian - Kreol mo swet u en bonlaniverser!
Mbula (Umboi Island, Papua New Guinea) - Leleng ambai pa mbeng ku taipet i!
Mongolian - Torson odriin mend hurgee!
Navajo bil hoozho bi'dizhchi-neeji' 'aneilkaah!
Niederdeutsch (North Germany) - Ick gratuleer di scheun!
Nepali - Janma dhin ko Subha kamana!
Norwegian - Gratulerer med dagen!
Oriya (India)- Janmadina Abhinandan!
Papiamento (lower Dutch Antilles)- Masha Pabien I hopi aña mas!
Pashto (Afganistan) - Padayish rawaz day unbaraksha!
Persian - Tavalodet Mobarak!
Pinoy (Philippines) - Maligayang kaarawan sa iyo!
Polish - Wszystkiego Najlepszego! or Wszystkiego najlepszego zokazji urodzin!
wszystkiego - najlepszego z okazji urodzin
Portuguese (Brazil)- Parabens pelo seu aniversario! or Parabenspara voce! or Parabens - e muitas felicidades!
Portuguese - Feliz Aniversario! or Parabens!
Punjabi (India) - Janam din diyan wadhayian!
Rajasthani (India) - Janam ghaanth ri badhai, khoob jeeyo!
Romanian - La Multi Ani!
Rosarino Basico (Argentina) - Feneligiz Cunumplegeanagonos!
Russian - S dniom razhdjenia! or Pazdravliayu s dniom razhdjenia!
Sanskrit (India) - Ravihi janmadinam aacharati!
Spanish - Feliz Cumpleaños!
Sri Lankan - Suba Upan dinayak vewa!
Swahili - Hongera! or Heri ya Siku kuu!
Swedish - Grattis pa fodelsedagen!
Tamil (India) - Piranda naal vaazhthukkal!
Telugu (India) - Janmadina subha kankshalu!
Thai - Suk San Wan Keut!
Tibetan - Droonkher Tashi Delek!
Turkish - Dogum gunun kutlu olsun!
Ukrainian - Mnohiya lita! or Z dnem narodjennia!
Urdu (India) - Janam Din Mubarak
Urdu (Pakistan) - Saalgirah Mubarak!
Vietnamese - Chuc Mung Sinh Nhat!
Visayan (Philippines) - Malipayong adlaw nga natawhan!
Welsh - Penblwydd Hapus i Chi!
Xhosa (South Afican) - Imini emandi kuwe!
Yiddish - A Freilekhn Gebortstog!
Yoruba (Nigeria) - Eku Ojobi!
Zulu (South Afican) - Ilanga elimndandi kuwe!

all for u hun! ;DD

This were the pictures for today and yesterday ;D


DALE! i'll miss u buddy ;D

WO

AI

NI

oh wait a minute, this wasnt yesterday, nor today. weird! xD

awesome candid!

i love mom can?


after many sleepless days and nights of planning, finally the plan was put to practical execution. operation: CUPCAKES BIRTHDAY ;D
This is the report:
1. Everything went smooth.
2. No problem was encountered.
3. Severe fun.
4. Emotional moments.
5. Awesome Winds.
6. Kisses from dale to dawn.
7. Awesome excitement.
8. Perfect scenery.
9. Awesome Prawn Noodle.
10. 4-sitter butt, proven.
11. Presents well given, with nervousity.
12. Held flower from CCK to harbour front, what shame!
13. Dale went unconscious after not being able to breathe inside my bag.
14. Dale illegally, watched 'secret' without paying for a ticket.
15. Forgot tissues.
16. Jay Chou almost died, and i almost became happy, cause i was an alternative to Jay.
17. Beach breeze gave the right direction to my fringe.
18. Polite Prawn Mee seller.
19. Unprecedented popularity of Ms Jieying.
20. Sweet moments, forever in my heart.

Thats the report. LOl, anyways, today we had SOOOOOOO much fun. even though i slept for like maybe 4 hrs or so, i had so much energy cause she was there. woke up at about 9 am. Rejected eating at mac cause i didnt want to be late for the meet-up. collected the ordered 'fake' flowers from lot one then proceded to VIVO. didnt want to squash the flower, shamefully i carried it all the way from cck to harbour fronts with many eyeball staring at me like its the first time they see a handsome guy with flowers in his hands! HAHAHAHA KIDDING! ;D

at the balcony, looking at sentosa and feeling the awesome breeze, words came out from my heart through my mouth. i didnt know what i was saying, its like endless phrases of poetry. and i meant it all. 'i'll never get tired of you, i'll say your name over and over again, just like a refrain'. i mean this.

watched 'secret'. she didnt managed to guess the movie. i was so surprised from her reaction cause her eyes and face suddenly lit up like a lightbulb. it made me so happy. then, we proceded to the theatre. lol, surprisingly, beside us was a reporter who i guess took down notes and took down the rating for the show. for me, i'll give it 5/5. its twist was soooooooooooooo unexpected! its a must watch show! awesome acting and story line.

anyways, i totally enjoyed. i am confident u did too. it was the best. prefect. promises we made to each other are special and is kept deep in our hears. it shall never and can't be broken, ever. i wish the all your hopes and wishes are fulfilld this awesome day, and that the hope for Evangeline stays on. i love you.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUPCAKE! ;D

Phrase of the day: "I'll never get tired of you, i'll just say your name over and over again, just like a Refrain". - Peter.

dawn teo. i love you. ;D

from now on, i'll try my best to be happy. anyways today is a happy day. even though i havent got any sleep yet, i still have energy. whole family went to Vivo today, expecting there to be fireworks. disappointingly, there wasnt any. so instead, we watched a movie called the 'bourne ultimatum'. i bet you guys would enjoy really. it was a very mind-blowing movie, which u need to think a lot to totally understand. even if u didnt watch the first two movies, i guess u will understand yeah. dad was like 'ang ganda!' which means, 'SO NICE!'. LOL. totally shocking. after the show, we were like so giddy cause we sat in the second row from the front which was totally close to the big screen. our necks ached, but i guess we enjoyed a lot. BUT b4 that, we went to CARL's JUNIOR TO EAT! RAHHHHHHHHHHHH! sooooo tasty! i ate my double burger in like 5minutes and my dad was like 'can u at least chew ur food'. lol, which indirectly means, savour ur food and not eat that fast. LOL. my brother finished 1 burger which is totally shocking cause i bet a p3 guy couldnt eat that much. no wonder he is becoming fat. anyways, me and sis talked a lot, sharing about problems and such. thanks a lot. then we walked around vivo, looking for stuff. and then we went home in this freaking fithly train filled with sweat-stinking people, all from beach i guess? and maybe work too. imagine that. well, i'll put up pictures soon, in the next post. till next time, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! ;DD

Phrase of the day: Never watch too near the screen.

today sucks. just want everyone to know. everyone seems happy except for freaking me. i'm happy for u guys for being happy. i just wish u were here talking to me and helping me out. well i dun expect much, its fine. never mind, dun share my sadness and be affected, my anger is arising and my chest is bloating up, go on being happy, thats the priority. today fucking sucks. i'll shutup. fuck everything.

BOREDOM OMG SUCKS!

lol, what is boredom? well, boredom is an emotion you feel whenever you aren't doing anything interesting or you are forced to watch or listen to something u are uninterested in. boredom is very very fatal, it might lead to the 'sleeping' disease or even to doing 'naughty' things. LOL. i guess today is just a super boring day. Ndp celebration was the worst for my whole 5 years in kranji. but this year we had tatoos as souveneirs. and the sec 5's keot on pasting it on people's faces. lol. everyone had tatoos. i guess the singapore map on the parade square was very creative. but the whole program sucked cause it was freaking hot and everything. after the event, i went straight home.

we were supposed to play pool but instead i cancelled out. also, we were supposed to eat suki, i cancelled out to save money, we were supposed to go walk walk, i cancelled out too. friday's ubin trip was cancelled too. i guess no sms cause u are enjoying, its fine. at home me and bestie played games LOL.
on msn, she webcammed with me lol. showing my mamat and his naked friend LOL '
°oOTWEETYOo° says:
mamat the one who is naked.. HAHHA!!!'. she basically kept me company the whole day to kill of our boredom! lol. i guess u should be aware of tricks by ur family lol! look at this. ahahaha!

°oOTWEETYOo° says:
I saw a sprite bottle in the fridge. then i asked my mum why the sprite bottle never closed. then i pour the water in a glass then add ice.
°oOTWEETYOo° says:
then when i drink so plain.. then my cousin and parents laughed at me lorrr!!!! WALAU!!!!
°oOTWEETYOo° says:
i add ice somemore. semangat seh!
°oOTWEETYOo° says:
coz usually if plain water i will drink directly frm the bottle.. ARGHH!


MUAHAHAHA!
'°oOTWEETYOo° says:
my cousin said your pic like that.. look like me abit. wth!
awesome, do we look alike? LOL!

hmmm i guess i'll be playing basketball later, and train my accuracy. that's all folks! and bestie, thanks for always being there for me, especially just now i told u my another problem. terima kasih ;D

PHRASE of the day:Boredom is fatal!

what do u feel when u give someone this thing u worked hard for and they dun even wear it or like dun take good care of it. i feel so insecured. i'm asking questions to help myself trust u again which im doing it all by myself now.

well, sorry bestie! i really have no time to blog anymore! cause im using my time with sports, studies and most of all cupcake. LOL! its midnight, i better go sleep rah! sorry for this short post! ;((

LALLALA really enjoyed today too, happy national day? well advanced one. what an irony! im a filipino LOL! ;DD
missing u. enjoy tomorrow hun.

today, i'm going to talk to u guys about this awesome natures device called 'healing'. what's healing you ask? well, there is many classifications of healing. healing in the human body is the function of the white blood cells which cloths up and heals a wound. but what about emotional healing. emotional healing is a process whereby a person undergoes a realization for what has hurt him/her and try to forget what had happened. the problem about this is that it is only 50-50 fully functional. sometimes, a person who is hurt emotionally cannot get over it. usually, emotional hurt causes a wound in the heart which needs to be patched up and healed through love, care and concern. otherwise, the person has lesser chance to heal.

as for me, we all know im going through some sort of emotional healing which is very saddening. well, i take it out through a game of basketball or soccer, and sometimes using my blog. well, i put my heart into this blog so that u guys can further understand me. currently, im already 3/4 to finishing up my emotional healing with the help of my love. thanks for that. thanks for being there for me. anyways, just please be patient and wait for my pink flower. i really cant wait to give it to you. it'll be a sign of my full recovery.

today, my recovery went smoothly as i met u. it made me feel so lighten up as i am able to tell u my feelings and u were there to listen and advice which is very important to me. i managed to do a lot of chemistry questions which i cant wait for mr siah to go through so that i'll know where my weak chapters are. today u told me that u had made more time for me. this touched me a lot, cause i know u are very busy and u trying makes my heart so happy. thanks a lot. now, i can see a lot of positive changes in u and i am so happy cause now i can prove liling and vanida wrong that u cant change for the better. i am hurt when they say bad stuff about u, well i guess different people have different opinions. and my opinion of u will never change. love u cupcakes, i'm a full-time husband to mrs tecson! ;DDDDDD

Phrase of the day:Love, care and concern, ingerdients for healing.

today guys, i'll treat u to a song lyrics about healing. ENJOY ;DDD

"Heal me, i'm heartsick"


Heal me. Im heartsick. Im hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping the blood of heaven flowing
like a river tonight. Tears I can't fight on my own.
I'm a haunted heathen. Im hung and barely breathing.
The drowning ocean. Snuff the sun in motion.
Theres a pill on my tongue.
A shot from a gun, the bottle's bottom,
I'm lonely as a star
Heal me. Im heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Father, free me. Mama woman feed me
A child of fury. Lost his way but don't worry I won't stop 'til the dawn.
I've been too long on the run.
I grow strong, and restless as a storm
Heal me. Im heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
Heal me. I'm heartsick.
I'm hungry and I'm broken.
I'm haunted, and weeping.
The blood of heaven flowing
like a river tonight.
Tears I can't fight on my own.
So heal me. Im heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.
I'm heartsick.
So heal me. Im heartsick.
Hungry thought I could survive on you.
Hear my heartsick hungry cry.

ever heard of this line called 'do unto others what u want others to do unto you'?? well if not, it basically means that u should do or treat other people the way u want them to treat u, or vice versa. well if u treat people nicely, they'll likely treat u nicely too. for me, HELL NO. i just dunno why this doesnt apply to me. i treat people nicely, they treat me like a piece of shit, they take advantage of me blah blah blah. i just hate it. well no, if u are thinking that i want something in return for all the kindness i put it. basically, didnt had the mood yesterday to blog so im continueing today. actually i lied to u too. i said i was okie but in fact im still freaked out and sadden. i didnt tell it to u cause i know it'll affect u, but today i just cant help it cause my chest was bursting. thankfully, my bestie was there to listen. she knew there was something wrong so i told her. she fully understood and gave me her side if she was in my shoes. she fully understood u too. i understood u too, what ur feelings were and so on. she gave me so much advices and kept her optimistic cap on. keeping me positive and also encouraging me for looking onto other alternatives. thanks for that.

To bestie: thanks a lot for today. u have been a great help in our relationship. u are always there to listen, and also be an ear for my big mouth. thanks for all the advices that u gave me. ;D

genesis day was awesome. thanks for simpsons!:DDDDDDD
i wouldnt trade that day for anything in the world. simpsons was way cool, it was so funny! theres a lot of insults and contents that u need to think to get the jokes. one part i just didnt like was the insult to christianity. i was like super stunned. i was insulted as well, anyways its a must watch show. its climax is super nice and also its moral of the story was meaningful and reflected in me. it totally portrayed what my dad treats me like. i was like almost in tears when i saw myself in that movie. anyways, i really enjoyed it, especially with you. although there are many things happening right now, the best thing that has ever happened in my life is you. i really hope our hopes and promises will last. btw, i saw us in the movie too. i was the bf of lisa simpson while u are lisa ;D
parent's meeting went very well. i got to talk to mom a lot and we are totally fine now. another problem solved. she also saw others' results and was shocked. im going to motivate myself for the next prelim. the cave where the nice peter is trapped in is getting brighter. the stones that trapped him there is being take one at a time, by u. thank you. hopefully, the process will be complete soon before time runs out. anyways thanks for the treat. i really appreciated it and i really hope u loved that one small present i gave u. i sacrificed a lot for it. my health. thanks for all those who cheered me up and those hoping the nice peter comes back. hope more. :DDD
hun, i'll always love you, till the end of time no matter what ;DDD

Phrase of the day:Optimism is the solution to everything.

ill treat u guys to pictures today. enjoy, RANDOMNESS! ;DDD


- Love the girl behind me ;D


- Nature Day ;DD randomnesss.

to dawn: continue being there for me and we'll always be happy ;DD

1 MORE DAY TO THE GENESIS OF THIS FAIRYTALE ;DDDDDDD

speaking of fairytales, all fairytale characters have their ups and downs. like for example cinderella, she suffered from the wrath of her sisters and her stepmother, but she persevered and then went on to become a happy-go-lucky princess. UPS AND DOWNS. well i guess i was down yesterday and up today. weird huh. btw, today this asshole sec 4 guy comes and bangs me. wow, big gangster is it. let's see tomorrow ;D

anyways. today was an okie day. wasn't that tiring. loved the first two periods. why u ask? well, ITS FREE PERIOD!!! lalalala. then, loved mother tongue period too. we watched this very very sad and touching story called 'cinta' which is 'LOVE' in english. lol, of course i understood.. there's subtitles. LOL >.< well, after that, we had debrief about the movie. this one particularly surprising and simple sentence strucked me A LOT. it made me realise blah blah blah. my teacher told the class, 'the one u love the most is the one that is most difficult to love'. well hun, IT FREAKINGLY REFLECTS TO US. LOL. and its a freaking good thing. thanks for making things difficult for me and giving me challenges and passing through this together with flying colours. lalala. after school, we had this cooking competition! i was so excited for this cause as u know, cooking is love. hehhehe experimental science on food. ;D this 'prego' competition was entered by all the FNN students in singapore and of course is available to the public. lalala. me and nic were partners. we worked well i guess killing and making it on time. lol. of course, we made mistakes but they were not spotable. im not gonna say the mistakes cause i'm scared MS FOO would be reading this entry right now. LOL. right miss foo?? ;D
our final product was 'wowed' upon by the whole class cause it was indeed magnificent work of art. LOL. we enjoyed doing it, afterall, the recipe was brainstormed for only a day. what can u expect lol. then we had a party, for finishing our coursework! hahhahaha what a relief to all our sufferings! hehe.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEO CHINBOON!! - thanks for the cake and also thanks for tolerating my hard-hitting punches, eventhough u give me some too. lol. after all that, i ran to the mrt station, reaching there in 5minutes. lol. record eh? hehe, i met here for like about 40minutes, though it was quick, i enjoyed and was contented. even if i couldnt spend time with u, just a simple 'hi' personally would fill my heart with joy. i guess im content with my love-life now. well not content, overjoyed. hehehe. thursday lalalalalalallalala. hope ya like it ;D

PHRASE OF THE DAY:'the one u love the most is the one that is most difficult to love'-Ms Rashidah

let me treat u guys to a song lyrics about my love for this special girl in my life, ENJOY. this really reflects on me, so please take the sacrifice to read ;D

Forevermore

There are times when I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times when I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold night
I just can't believe that you are mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore

All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms
I've been dreaming of you
Every night I've been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you will be mine now
I just can't believe that you are mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore

Time and again there are these changes
That we cannot end
As sure as time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore

I just can't believe that you are mine now
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world

As endless as forever
Our love will stay together
You are all I need to be with forevermore

As endless as forever (forever)
Our love will stay together (together)
You are all I need to be with forevermore