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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

"What THE happening?"

i'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.

they always say,
when you're unhappy with the world,
it feels like..

you just wanna tear open your chest,
and grab your heart,
and squeeze it till it bursts into millions of pieces,
just to stop that stupid aching heart from aching?

why do this, when you have friends that are there for you.
friends that are carrying needle&thread, and even tweezers;
to pluck & sew away all your sorrows for you?

hehehe. i have friends who did all those for me.
awesome right!
anyways,
two days ago..
my dear friend jianbao went away to Langkawi for his ECE trip.
hahaha,
so before he went for the trip at 6pm,
me,B,Janell,Amanda went to have lunch with him.
hahaha and pei him till 530.
So we went to IMM.
lololol, i know you're asking yourself..

'Imm AGAIN?!?'

YES. Imm again.
hehehehee,
dunno why lahhh but everyone decided imm.
something silly happened (bad silly),
which i shant elaborate.
I just gotta say you control your emotions,
and nobody else can do that for you.
whatever you want to feel,
you feel it.
anyways,
we ate at imm foodcourt.
that was the FIRST time i ate kway chap.
hahahahhahaahahhaa!
it tasted not bad!
i liked it actually.
i told jianbao;

P: 'Eh Jianbao, imagine i muslim.'
JB: 'Ahuh then?'
P: 'I eating kway chap - pork, during fasting hours..'
JB: 'Hahaha OMG.'
P: 'I think this is the worst thing a malay can do! hahaha.'

then we continued makan.
the girls played 'tai-tee' while we were eating.
hahahaha,
then afterwards got scolded by one aunty.
hahaha so they decided to eat anyways,
they shared a bowl of meatBALL soup.
coincidentally,
amanda was called BALLBALL.
and she kept on dropping balls on the table.
wth right!
then after we finished eating,
they bought candies at mini toons and we proceeded to imm playground,
without Janell cause she gotta meet Juo Wi.
so we proceed to playground where i stoned cause,
me and amanda got dizzy playing the turn turn thing.
hahahaha crazy!
lolol so i stoned.
and jianbao has my unglam pictures,
which i will upload after he comes back.

then then after that, jianbao and amanda left,
and we went to find Janell and Juo Wi at Jurong Entertainment Centre.
then we played DDR (Dance thingy) and Para Para.
Retarded mann!
hahahah then Janell keep complaining the thing so hard to press.
hahahahahah!
then after that went to B's house to play volleyball.
and i went off early as they went for duck rice dinner.

Yesterday:
Early Afternoon, i got the shock of my life.
Shocking, more shocking than tsunami.
dammit..
dammit..
lololo CheeChengYun called my phone,
to..
to..
omg so hard to say, cause it sounds soooo impossible.
to..
APOLOGIZE!?!?!
awww shocking yet, awesome.
thanks sooooooo much!
so nice, still ask me out makan!
hahahahahahah!

Janell was chatting with me on the phone the whole day!
till about 3-4. Awesome right!
thanks soooooooooooooooo much lahhhhhhh.
hahahahaa, i appreciate it!

then from 4 onwards, i went to do my own stuff,
and went to my aunt's house to play with her;
3mth old baby! hehehehe dam cute OMG!
lololol, this was all while mom was gambling.
hehehe, then after that at around 6,
i met up with wormy and stinky to makan!
i was soooo unglam and they were like going to orchard.
wth! lolol at first we tried the 302 foodcourt,
but no Tze Char! so we went over to Sunshine Place,
to eat. then NO tze char! WTH.
so we decided to eat Kway Chap!
we got conned by the aunty!
the whole thing $16.50 leh! wth..
just cause i was with ~~China~~ people.
hehehe kidding! worst, the aunty who sold us kway chap,
kept on smiling at our direction! wth!
lolol we ordered $6 worth of fried oysters,
which the chee family wasted!
TSK!
then play play squeeze squeeze the oyster somemore.
walau!
hehehee, then we proceeded back to my home,
we attempted to watch a movie, but failure.
my internet connection sucks! but i figured out the problem,
solved already!
hehehehe then we left my house at about 10:30.
we went to Mac to buy ice-cream (my comfort food),
and yeahhhh went home.
hahahaha they're so dam NICE lah.
hahaha the whole time they were at my house,
while waiting for the movie to buffer,
they looked at my pictures and walau discriminated me!
hahahaha lolololol,
funnehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
we even went star-gazing after eating ice-cream!
awesomeeeeee!
cheered me up like crap lah, thanks soooo much!

then at night!
we webcam crazy! omg!
hahahahahahhaha!
while yun was bathing, i was WORMING with wen.
hahahahaha, we were playing hide-and-seek in msn!
lololol! peeks below.
hahaha cause wen also emo, so we de-emo!
hahahaha then after that we continued worming around.
then yun came back from bathing,
dam long omg.
and i webcammed with her.
hahahaha as usual,
we 'stuffed toy' around.
like we always do. hahaha we are crazy people,
we allow each others' stuff toy to say hello to each other.
HAHAHA weird right!
lololol and then she told me something,
even more shocking!
omg!
hahahahahaha!
dam funneh, i won't say it here.
cause i shy. tsk tsk..
crazy lah!
we slept at 4am.
that made me smile from ear to ear,
thanks so much!

amanda! thanks for that wonderful thing u said on msn,
awww thanks so much, made me smile like a lil' monkey!

special thanks to VANESSA! it really cheered me up!
hahahaha your family so cool. hahaha and your dad got tricked!
:D

joey! hahaha thanks for being there too!
i know you're busy with your Kum Gong Monkey,
but u still gave me some time, thanks!
shitbuddy! mia for 2 day, u can do it!
cheerup and late night conferences soon!
:D

PEEKTURES below! and some old old peeks! :D

The $22.50 dinner!

Hello stuffed toys! :D

Stargazing! :D

Me & Chengwen Playing hide-and-seek!

Chengyun's attempted to cheermeup!

TagReplies:
ANN: thanks! come back sooon ):
yun: hahahahaha! nice right! boredom kills!
Jolina: MOMMY! :D
Peiyi!: i love the song too! thanks, you too! :D
V: hello! xD
Wendy: HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lololololol omg so retarded!
A.Z.N.I.T.A: You MIA lahhhhh, always busy! ):
Princess Azie: thanks! :D
nadya: helloooooooooooooo!
janell: hahahaha you're the best mann!
wen: hahaha linked lah wormy 1! :D
KINA: hellloooooooooo :D
STEADY!: kay relinked! :D

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

stardust to remember you by

awesome lyrics ain't then. this isn't my blog song lyrics.
i just found this on Katrina's blog, and i think it's awesome.
:D

have an awesomeee day!x]
1:02 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

"the post with a story??"

i can show you the world,
shiny,shimmering; splendid.

sorry guys!
i was really away - on a conquest;
to earn BIG bucks.
it's called 'work'.
well it has been awesome!
the roadshow i mean..
WOW.
even if there weren't much publications of my F1 simulator challenge,
woahhhh many still came.
even after telling the public a few 49089845034 times that the simulator was hard,
they still pursued in trying it.
keep it up! i'm proud of everyone who tried..
UNLIKE shengqin and some others. tsk tsk.
at least joffre tried!
well well well.
i'll be updating you on what has been happening this week.
AFTER telling u guys a self-told story.
a story which is very predictable,
a story which u might find familiar,
a story very real.

"Once upon a time, there lived this little boy named Pearson.
The only thing he longed for was - happiness in everyone around him.
So cheerful as he is, his smile was the laughter of his friends.
Awesome as it was, he lived a life filled with joy,laughter,sorrows&problems.
Just like any other. But as he lived on, he realised;
-he was happy making others happy, but he wasn't THAT happy as he should be.
He realised he wasn't seeing colours everywhere - infact he was seeing black & white.

Living his life in contentment, he lived on.
One day, he was walking with bread he just bought from the marketplace nearby,
he wasn't paying full attention to where he was going,
he bumped into a girl, and all of the bread he bought dropped on the floor.
Sorry he was, he humbly picked them all up - BUT with the help of the girl.
Immediately glancing on the anonymous girl from the market,
it was as though he could see colours now.
NO more black and whites;
but all blues,greens,yellows,reds.
It was like magic.

'Hi, i'm Pearson. Sorry about that.'
'No worries, hi i'm Beatrice. Are you new here? Have never seen you before..'
'Not really, been here for 6months already. Thanks by the way.'

Unimaginable the first conversation they had.
It was as if they never wanted it to end.
Smiling ear to ear as both of them looked into each other's eyes.
Happiness for them was never ending.
After days, they talked more and more.
Even went out of ice-cream trips, fountains..
Many jokes they cracked, many laughters they shared.
She was indeed falling for him.
Days after..
They had problems that were inevitable - SHE didn't feel much for him,
Pearson the one she's falling for or one that she liked before she met Pearson.
Crying together for the first time was weird,
just after all those HAPPY fun times they had.

Pearson was sadded. Leaving her alone for days.
Being selfless - he wanted her to be happy; and that's all.
Even if it meant hurting himself to save her from hurt.
Countless sleepless nights he had, countless worries he had.
Tears dropped from his eyes formed rainbows in the skies.
Pearson just thought positively.

After a few days, she contacted him again;
this time - with good news.
As happy as before, but even more.
Pearson was overjoyed. He made full use of the second hope he had.
It was as if he was given a second life.
When he was with her, he made every second count.

and on one special day.
filled with 20s and 9s.
filled with smiles and joy,

Pearson got down to his knees,
lifted up his hands, grab hold of hers.
he kissed her hand.
Watery his eyes became, courage entered his domain.
Plucked it up and asked 'Beatrice, will you be mine?'
With those watery eyes, he looked up - hoping real hard.
Waiting...
Waiting...
Waiting...
Beatrice just laughed. She laughed till her stomach pain.
She laughed her shyness away,
she plucked up her courage,
and spoke the truth.
Laughed,
smiled,
turned away,
looked everywhere,
avoiding his eyes,
'Yes'.
Pearson overjoyed,
he jumped up, kissed her hands once again,
and gave Beatrice one his warm cuddly hugs.
one that was filled with promise,
with warmth,
most importantly love.
He placed his mouth close to her ears,
as he whispered,
'I love you'.
he hugged her once again,
and she said,
'Ok la love you too.'

They held hands, and entered the future together.
Not as Pearson, nor Beatrice..
BUT as Pearson&Beatrice.
LOVE.

The End. "

Well it may have been weird.
Life is never predictable.
As seen, one moment he thought everythings' gonna fall apart,
between him and Beatrice, but the next destiny doesn't allow it.
it's called..

'If you love someone, let her free. If she comes back, it's called true love.'

In this story, she came back.
True love it seems huh.
First and last eh.
Awesome stuff.

Anyways, back to life.
Basically been like walking HERE and THERE the whole week.
ESPECIALLY city link.
hahahaha cause sweetie works Raffles City, i work Suntec.
So yeah u get the idea right!
lololololol.
Special things happened this week.
She met my rainbow buddies,
my family..
my goody good friends,
BUDDY ann.
omg,
special ain't it.
well to others' it may be nothing much,
but to me it's something BIG kay.

then then yeah happy happy happy lah.
lolololololololol,
just super duper tired.
today especially.. wahhhh!
wake up at 8, bathe and rush to suntec..
then work from 930-1230.
then go back CCK eat.
then go boonlay meet up with Yuz and Lyn to go Imm!
lolololol someone's there too. tsk tsk!

'You won't find what you're searching for unless you stop trying.'

PROVEN :D
One of the days, i kinda forgot.
We finished work at 10.
Me and Reg went to find sweetie at her workplace,
then we went to this Prata stall somewhere at commonwealth.
HAHAHAHA!
OMG the tomyam was aweasome!
the ice-cream prata was nice too!
We were full, very.
lolololol the indian man still thinks i'm super weird i'll bet.
hahahahah!
yeah and WE miss the last train!
moneyless,luckless everything less..
we got onto 105 to Jurong east and took a taxi home,
with HUIMIN's help!
thanks so much goody mock pork!
Pay u back soon!
hahahahahhaha!

oh yeah today!
Me and reg we took a break from work,
and went to mac. Seeing it was 1130 i told her,
'Let's wait for 12pm lunch hour'
She said okay.
By 12..
OMG!
i ordered and the person said..
'Monday to Fridays only!'
OMG!!!!!!!
I was soo effing hungry and waited for 12 for nothing!
OMG!
waaaaaaaaaaaaa evil Regina kept laughing at me!
EVIL.

OHH and something evil happened to me last night..
My phone went crazy,
and deleted my pictures away.
OMG i lost superduper many picts. omg..
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff!

'Photographs are meant to capture special moments and can be lost.
But memories will never be forgotten.'

i just used this to cheer myself up. sigh!
OMG ):
peeks.. ):

"The only companion when you're not by my side."

my phone died on me,
and this saved my boredom!
:D

ohhh and btw,
nose shots were done due to extreme boredom.
i had regina's one BUT my stupid phone went crazy,
and i lost it.
SIGH!

TagReplies:
V: Stay that way! Calm!
Wendy: Of course! I remember! I still love nature! :D
joeyJOEYjoey: EH! I create one lo!
Karen: Meetup soon! OMG so long never tauhuay! ):
Wen: SOON! when i'm not busy! sorry lah ):
ANN: Thanks so much for the nasi lemak! weeee!
Jan: nothing to be sorry about! :D
HUIMIN: told you! now then u know!
WENDY: why OMG!?
reginaaa: mock saved the day! :D
syira: It's okay! Link you soon! :D
flora: WAHH! hahahahha! the fashion thingy was awesome! miss you too! :D
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have an awesomeee day!x]
7:30 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

the BOSS?

scented sparkles & monlights;

hello readers!
damnit! i'm effin' tired.
wooooo super tired.
not only physically, but mentally.
everytime i hope things would be fine,
they aren't. what a life.
i'm confused,
i don't know what's going round your mind.
well, whatever makes u happy.

anyways,
BIG boss!
hahaha i am a BOSS.
really ask regina. and it's like awesome really.
cause.. sis and her friend is studying.
&me and reg took over.
well it was AWESOME.
met loads of people.
they are sooooo enthusiastic eventhough,
they don't even know how to play!
OMGGGGGGGGG!
FUN-TAST-TIC.
lolololol best thing about this work..
is that..
you get to spend time with ur goodygoodygoodgood buddy!
hahaha well REG has been with me since sec 1.
SAME class till sec 5.
awesome lah.
hahahaha we're having loads of fun!
hahaha reg, think about my offer, i'll increase ur pay 15 bucks per hour.
i'm serious.

then yah met this AWESOME guy named George..
he was working for YAMMI YUKI or something like that.
we were nice to him. aahaha and let him try to the simulator,
then he was soooo happy! we made friends with him lah,
since he was nice.
then!
he treat us to AVOCADO milkshake.
awesome right!
reg say..
'he don't even know us well, treat already.. CAMWHORE?'

so yes we camwhored like crap. hahahaha peeks bellow.
sorry ahh people,
i think i kinda zilian today.
i just wanted to make myself smile,
maybe wanted to cheer myself up.
i just don't know lahh.
once i told ann and joey about this bolster story.
i guess it's super true.
i made the story up myself one.
and the needle&thread.. yah.
i'm tired.
well maybe it's cause of lack of appreciation.
HAHA dunno lah.
lololol like one of my previous posts..
'The Oil and Car Metaphor'.
hahahahaha,
yahh good ole' times.
well well. i'm too tired to continue lah,
really. i'd like to say much much more but yeah shcgged.
and yah something really shocked me today.
tsk tsk. you and i know it.
shocking.
ohhh and then this girl from suntec,
walau stop looking at me lah!
soooo freaky lah. hahahahaha,
i feel like i'm being watched - stalked!

ohhh btw, this is the newspaper article i talked about,
two posts ago.
see see it's real!

gnight peeps.
i'm just dam tired of all these.
i don't even know what the heck is happening.
dunno lahh,
but dude - jianbao.
thanks so much.
i dunno lah. but u take care kay.
:D

TagReplies:
V: u relax lah, and thanks ah! Cheerup!
Syira: HA soon can? busy lah! ):
KINA: got mehh? ohhh hahahaha yahluhhh.
ann: HAHA ahliannnnnxzxxz worhszxz!
will: COPE LORH. haha no lah kay can :D
Laura: tsk tsk. hahaha hellow! :D
karenn: hahahaha soon soon camwhore again!
Jianbao: awesome, thanks :D

have an awesomeee day!x]
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